This is just the beginning.

Wow, you guys...! How long has it been since I've last posted an entry? I should be so ashamed of myself, really.

 

I'm really sorry though, even though no one hardly checks on my blog anymore (well, duh, 'cause you've been long gone) I'm like....No longer a princess. I'm a Queen, 'cause I've found my King...

 

I got married...wahey! And currently living in Italy, oh my God, I so love it there. <3

 

So like...this Valentine's Day should be very interesting.

 

 

Tata. <3

Alright...I'm no longer pregnant. It must've been cruel for me to do something like that, but it was the right thing to do. I don't ever want to be a single mum, not now though. I'm 20 years old and I'm not a child, I know, but still, I've got a lot of things on my mind and I gotta stand my ground before I do anything stupid. After the abortion, I talked to my ex and told him to stay away from me, and that's what he's going to do.

 

So yeah....I'll still be a princess. XD

 

P.S. What's with the "porn" commercials on this site? O_O

That's what I'm thinking about. I mean yeah surely it wouldn't be the best option, and that maybe I should be keeping the baby but I'm not ready, and I shouldn't be doing this....not on my own. I still have a chance to save myself....So yeah, I'm going to do it.

I guess the baby in my womb is what's going to be left of me.
I'm scared, you know? I don't know how I'm going to handle this. I wish my mom was here but, she passed away ever since I was a child....My dad wouldn't give a shit about me, so yeah...Why should I care about him? I told him about his soon to be his grandchild and he was like: you're just a little bitch, fuck off.

So here I am, living in an apartment with Josh, my ex but he's also my best friend. Yeah, he was the guy I used to be so obsessed with. But no more.
His "fiance" is living with us too, they both share the same room, and I'm in the guest room, which is cool.

Guys, please pretty please, don't kill me!

Sure, it's been a long time since I've been here.

 

I've graduated from college, and now I work as a designer, you know, for clothes?

I'm pregnant, and unfortunately, I'm going to be a single mom. Yeah well, I'm no longer a princess....haha, how ironic.

 

My ex knocked me up, and that's all he wanted to do, and when he found out I was pregnant, he said he's not responsible and that he doesn't want to be the father of my child. Wow, that's fuckin' harsh!

 

I guess that was all. Nothing new was going on, except for that.....Oh and I'm getting more extra weight! GO ME!